the greatest battles are those in the mind.


Friday, May 05, 2006


oh man.
my social studies seq all BOOOOOOOM le larhs.
well.
my guess for the 3 topics- meger seperation, industrial development and population, were all correct.
and, i studied for these 3 too.
an guess what wonderful thing happen?
MENTAL BLOCK
how sweet ya?
hurr!
i did the industrial question first.
pretty easy.
wrote a page(should have ard 8marks le), and guess what, i i don know how to continue.
i happily crushed the paper.
look up.
half an hour left.
PANIC.
tried the merger and seperation qns.
totally got no idea what im writting.
took a look at the population question.
"wth am i suppose to write?"
hurs.
guess im going to flunk the seq.
sbq was pretty okay.
aiming 18 to 20 marks for that section
*praying DAMN hard*
have to pia really hard for my geography le.
in order to get my B in combines humanities.
hur.
good luck to me and my brain.

chemistry was another great shocker to me.
i happily wrote my last sentence when mr hoe said
"10 minutes left for science chem 5152."
i check through my papers.
guess what.
i wonderfully missed out 2 FULL pages.
sweet ya?
well.
tried my best to pia la.
but 10 minutes.
hurr!
anyway, don see mrs heng short short.
her questions are really tough!
wth yea.

PAPERS LEFT TO GO:
- poa paper 1 and 2
- maths paper 1 and 2
- physics paper 2
- science mcqs
- english paper 2
- geography
- F&N
- Chinese listening compre.

ARGH.
its like long way to go.
and i seriously detest taking exams in the hall.
its so STRESSFUL can.

i'm really deprive of sleep and rest.
guess im going to sleep le.

next paper is poa paper 2
have to practice more le.
stopped doing poa for such a long time
just now spent an hour doing ONE QUESTION.
yes.
only one.
ahhh!
i can just bang my head on the wall and die.
its my best subject.
and now.
its so lousy.
but im aiming for at least 85.
thats my result for poa fye.
so hopefully can be the same, if not, IMPROVE! =)

met min at lakeside mrt station today.
ahhh.
sooo happy.
glad to see her.
really miss the dancers that graduated last year.
boo!

a man pressed and rubbed his penis onto my leg in the mrt! argh.
one word DISGUSTING.
wtf.
it was WARM and HARD.
TOTALLY GROSS
i should have KICKED him HARD.
yucks!!!! eeks!!!!

(on bus 132. alighting)
-standing at the door-
man: ey. the girl jurong sec student leh.
wife: that grey uniform de arh?
man: ya
wife: aiyo. the school move here issit? so ke lian have to travel from jurong to serangoon to study everyday.
man: ya lor. u see the time now so late le.

wth. hurhur. why will jurong sec move to serangoon north? the school name suggest that we are in jurong le ma. hurhur. stupid. why cant it be the other way round? the student move house lar! hurhur.


gtg sleep le.
good night people.
take care. =)







CECILIA
9:10 PM